• Dear Nancy…Dear Jonah Wynn…

    by  • October 23, 2012 • 27 days of healing • 0 Comments

    Dear Nancy,

    My name is Tracey.  I married your son Brad and although you and I never met we will forever have a special bond.  I buried my baby girl, Jonah Wynn, with you and when I was ready, her soul went to be with to you in Heaven.  I knew if God took a baby from the arms of her Mother that their must be a far greater plan.  It heals my heart to think that the plan was for you to be her Mother in Heaven.

    My arms are heavy as I long to hold my baby but my heart is healing as I know she is being rocked in your arms.  Please kiss her for me and tell her how much I love her.  I think of her everyday and I know when my time comes you will both be waiting for me.  Thank you for taking care of my baby girl.

    Love always,
    Tracey xo

    Dear Jonah Wynn,

    It’s Mommy.  I asked for you, I carried you, I held you, I rocked you, I buried you, and now I pray to you.  I loved you before I even met you and when your heart stopped beating inside me I loved you enough to send you to your Mother in Heaven.  I know she loves you as much as I do and in those moments when you miss me too, she will always help you send me a sign on Earth.

    I have been finding the roses, feathers, and dandelion puffs you’ve been sending me.  They keep me going as I know you are thinking of me.  When I close my eyes at night she takes me to you and as you fall asleep in her arms we hold you together.  Take care of your Mother in Heaven and when my time comes, she will take you to me, where we can all be together.  I love you Jonah Wynn, now, always, and forever.

    Love always,
    Mommy xo

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    I believe in being a leader without title and always strive to do better. I am inspired by doing kind acts for others and believe in the power of intention. I don't give up just because I am told something can't be done. I ask why and strive to do the impossible. Hardships happen to all of us (everyone has a story) but I choose to look for the rainbow through the storm. I rely on my husband for support - he is my hero. Education is power and I strive to always learn more. I aim to live each day as if it is my last and choose to show people how I like to be treated. I say what I feel and aim to have the people I encounter leave better than they came. I love my career and do it because it is my passion. Because time flies when you enjoy what you do, I slow time down by being present in each moment. I choose to live now with no regrets of "should have". I enjoy life and the people in it.

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