It’s Halloween. Our family dressed up to celebrate the occasion and passed out fun treats to our trick or treaters. I tried my best to put on a happy face but inside I was feeling such a deep sadness. I walked by Jonah’s picture each time I answered the door to hand out treats...
Read more →Before giving birth to Jonah Wynn and then of course recovering from Hellp Syndrome I worked a normal 9-5 type job and ran my own business. I have always enjoyed working and I love my career and the people I work with. I am proud of what I have accomplished and have been fortunate...
Read more →Today I went to an appointment at the IWK to talk about losing Jonah Wynn and how I am coping both physically and mentally. When I was sitting there waiting for the doctor I was thinking about my Mother and how heavily I rely on her support. My Mother has always been there for...
Read more →I recently switched to Fragmin (a blood thinner) and receive daily injections. The original plan was to give them to myself daily however fear quickly took over and this was no longer an option. Since then I have been feeling really deflated about the whole thing. Considering everything I have been through the last...
Read more →We do not need most of the things we own in order to be happy but often accumulate many extras while passing time at the mall or making impulse purchases for things we at the time feel we “need or must have”. These things often end up cluttering our home. There are however, many...
Read more →It is so easy to get caught up in the day to day activities life hands us and when something tragic happens we often get hit hard with the reminder that life is short and shouldn’t be taken for granted. I have always known how lucky I am to have such a wonderful family...
Read more →I started a knitting class 3 weeks ago as a way of helping to keep my mind busy, to learn how to make knitted items for gifts and acts of kindness, and to help get me into the routine of getting out even if it is for only a short while. I can now...
Read more →My daughter, Jonah Wynn, was born still. And I think for the first time in almost 6 months I believe it. This is something I didn’t ever want to face and as I look at the empty crib that is waiting for my baby to rest in, I get it. My daughter, Jonah Wynn,...
Read more →Dear Nancy, My name is Tracey. I married your son Brad and although you and I never met we will forever have a special bond. I buried my baby girl, Jonah Wynn, with you and when I was ready, her soul went to be with to you in Heaven. I knew if God took...
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